Thursday, March 20, 2008

Five Years

Can you believe that it has been five years since our retard of a president declared war on Iraq?

Re-read that sentence if you need an additional moment of clarity.

Five years, and 3,991 confirmed U.S. armed forces deaths as of March, 19th 2008 according to the Department of Defence. Tens of thousands of our soldiers wounded (discharged & non-discharged). Iraqi military and civilian deaths? - Well that depends on whose numbers you believe. Estimates range anywhere from 50,000 to 250,000- maybe more as accurate numbers will never be validated by our government.

The surge you hear our leaders grandstand so much about in the last six months that is supposed to be working. Well of course they can claim it as a victory of sorts because the violence has lessened-- because we are paying the insurgents to not kill each other. Really, you can look it up in a variety of places. And that is your tax dollars. Why is the media or congress for that matter not investigating what happened to almost nine billion dollars that is missing.... hey, even Fox news- that bastion of the right wing with its fair and balanced reporting style, reported this in 2004. Where is the outrage? Are we all asleep?

Economically, this war is a mess for us as well. When Alfred E. Newman took office, we had a budget surplus that was unsurpassed in American history. He blew that and was already getting hammered by the press on economic matters leading up to 9/11 (Enron anyone?) when we all of a sudden got patriotic and decided to go to war on lies. We've spent upwards of 3 trillion dollars by the current estimates and who knows when we are going to get out. The upcoming election this year guarantees us nothing on this war. If McCain wins, he'll keep us mired there longer and if a democrat wins, all the blame will get put on them for anything further by the Republican spin machine. It is a no win situation for all of us. The Democrats are no better. Most of them voted for the war based on the fear machine put into action by the Bushies.

We've lost stature
in the international community in so many ways. It makes so many Americans ashamed to actually be an American... me included at times. People think that radical Islam is all of Islam and that they all want to kill us when that cannot be farther from the truth. Radicals exist in all religions and sects. If you don't think so, look at the Christian right in this country and examine the sad deeds of the Catholic church in Europe over the last thousand years. Now they want to try and extend the war into Iran when the Irani people actually want nothing to do with that and are the one of the most pro-American countries in the middle east.

Five years ago, I marched in protest of a pending invasion of Iraq. It was a just cause then and now we've decimated a country that had nothing to do with 9/11.














Sure, Hussein was a horrible despotic leader, but his country was safer in his hands than the hands of the Shiite and Sunni Muslims who are slaughtering each other for control (and I probably don't have that fact right). Millions marched around the world in support and now America is considered an aggressor who pushes for regime changes to serve its own economic interests.



























We've lost so much-- we all have.

Monday, March 03, 2008

Monday Tirade #2

What the hell is it with all the dipsh*t's who cannot fathom the idea of driving in a sane and/or rational way? It's like they selected "I for Idiot" instead of D when they put their car in gear.

I find the following things terribly annoying when I am driving:

  1. Morons who fail to use a turn signal.
  2. Morons who fail to stop at a stop sign.
  3. Morons who think that by going a million miles an hour faster than the posted speed limit, they will get there faster.
  4. Morons who peel out at the stop light when it turns green.
  5. Morons who drive through pedestrian walk ways when there are pedestrians actually present in the walkway already!
  6. Morons who run red lights.
  7. Morons who like to tailgate me. (I just love to take my foot off the gas pedal and slow down for these idiots).
I really want to mount a grenade launcher onto the roof of my van to take care of some of these bozo's- that and an L.E.D. message board that I can flash messages at them (like SLOW THE F*** DOWN!! MORON!).

I feel better now.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Oscar picks 2008

It’s Hollywood pat on the back time again- where millions watch the only award show that hardly matters anymore (because the Grammy’s clearly suck). Do the Oscars matter now that every network/magazine or blogger like me rates this stuff at the end of every season? Where are great stars of yesteryear like Cary Grant or Katharine Hepburn? Tom Hanks is not our Jimmy Stewart- he’s our Tom Hanks and that should be enough. Gone are those golden days of great movies. Sure, they churned out some lower grade films then, but do we really need absolute crap like Witless Protection or yet another Rambo movie? Clearly, there are enough morons out there (studio executives who green light this junk & idiots who fill the seats) who say yes. Okay, stepping off the step stool now and my mega horn is thrown away.


Best Picture

Not only do I think No Country for Old Men is the best picture, but it was my favorite movie last year. The Coen brothers have done it again. There Will be Blood is only good because Daniel Day-Lewis did some kick ass (I drink your milkshake!) acting in it. Paul Dano was chronically under used in his role & left out of the Oscar party. Juno, while very good was too cutesy for a best picture win. Atonement was not good enough. In any other year, Michael Clayton would be the front runner but there will be no denying the Coens.

Should Win: No Country for Old Men
Might Win: Cannot see any possibility of another movie winning
Will Win: No Country for Old Men

Best Director

Yeah, you might think I am biased here with my pick of the Coens. This film elevates their already lofty status to new heights. Paul Thomas Anderson is the serious competition here and I don’t think he going to get it (This is not even P.T.A.’s best movie- Boogie Nights easily gets the nod with Magnolia right behind it). The other three are mere window dressing. This race is the one that might be the tightest to call.

Should Win: Joel and Ethan Coen
Might Win: Paul Thomas Anderson
Will Win: Joel and Ethan Coen

Best Actress

This is a two horse race: Marion Cotillard in a movie that no one has seen & Julie Christie in another movie that no one has seen. Ellen Page got the late year push from Juno, but her role is mostly charming smart-ass quips and not great acting (the real gem in Juno is the writing- Thank you Diablo Cody). Laura Linney is solid in just about everything she does and I am waiting for a big role to come her way so she can really shine. Cate Blanchett is not going to win this year in this category since she is nominated twice. That leaves Cotillard and Christie. Gut feeling is Christie takes it as she is an established name.

Should Win: Laura Linney
Might Win: Marion Cotillard
Will Win: Julie Christie

Best Actor

Daniel Day-Lewis vs. the world on this one. His competition is filled with worthy actors. George Clooney might prove us all wrong. Tommy Lee Jones doesn’t have a real chance in a movie most people did not see. Johnny Depp is a good actor, but is wearing out his welcome in quirky roles (note to Depp: please stay away from Tim Burton for a long, long, LONG TIME). Viggo Mortensen in a powerhouse role will not win either (the Academy likes the Best Actor Winners to be in dramas. Only four winners since 1980 featured actors in terribly violent roles: De Niro, Hopkins, Crowe & Washington)

Should Win: Daniel Day-Lewis
Might Win: George Clooney
Will Win: Daniel Day-Lewis

Best Supporting Actress

Best Supporting Actress is always an interesting one to try to figure out. Will it be another year of an out of the blue winner like Saoirse Ronan (Atonement) or Amy Ryan (Gone Baby Gone)? Will it be a year for an established background actress to be recognized like Tilda Swinton (Michael Clayton)? There is always the sympathy vote for a veteran actress like Ruby Dee who has never been nominated and Oscar likes to give these out for career achievement. Then you have the actress who really deserves it like Cate Blanchett (I’m Not There). There should be no question here… yet there always is.

Should Win: Cate Blanchett
Might Win: All four besides C.B., but the lean is towards Ruby Dee
Will Win: Cate Blanchett

Best Supporting Actor

Unlike its sister category, I don’t see the same kind of out of the blue possibilities every year in this race. Javier Bardem should win this easily friend-o. There is stiff competition with Philip Seymour Hoffman in the mix (hell, he could be tough to beat in three roles this year: The Savages, Before the Devil Knows Your Dead & the nominated role in Charlie Wilson’s War). New comer Casey Affleck is this year’s Ryan Gosling. Tom Wilkinson is A-1 in Michael Clayton but would rate #3 in this year’s category. Hal Holbrook should escort Ruby Dee down the red carpet as he is her counterpart this year though I give him no chance.

Should Win: Javier Bardem
Might Win: Philip Seymour Hoffman (The Academy loves to have actors with Best Actor & Supporting Actor Oscar’s: There are currently six)
Will Win: Javier Bardem

The Rest of my Picks:

Animated Feature: Persepolis
Art Direction: Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Cinematography: No Country For Old Men
Costume Design: Elizabeth: The Golden Age
Documentary Feature: War/Dance
Documentary Short: Salim Baba
Film Editing: No Country For Old Men
Foreign Language Film: The Counterfeiters
Makeup: La Vie en Rose
Original Score: Michael Clayton
Original Song: Once
Short Film (animated): I Met the Walrus
Short Film (live action): At Night
Sound Editing: The Bourne Ultimatum
Sound Mixing: Ratatouille
Visual Effects: Transformers
Screenplay (adapted): No Country For Old Men
Screenplay (original): Juno

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Another Day, Another Cup of Coffee

I've been up for just under three hours now. I've had time for a bit of television, web surfing, emails, two cups of coffee (well, maybe it's really four because my mug is pretty big) and a bit of time for reflection.

What is this day going to bring me I wonder? I know it will be the usual drudgery at work which is fine because I am able to do my job in my sleep. No challenges there really. I've decided not to take a double promotion that has been offered. I had tentatively agreed to take the position but other than a verbal agreement, nothing has been hashed out. I warned them that I might feel shaky about the whole thing later on if I took the job. Turns out, it didn't even take me that long. Every day has been filled with pressure & stress that only comes from my own head. I cannot compromise myself in this way, so I have to go back to them and say "No Thanks". Tomorrow is the day of reckoning.

The good news is that I am taking nine days off starting this Saturday. The bad news is that I am not going any where. That is quite okay though as I need the time to figure out some things so I can get my act together. I'm not getting any younger you know.

I am listening to Pearl Jam's Live at the Gorge 05/06 set.
I've become such a big fan this year after years of ignoring them. Low Light is a beautifully powerful song. I have a co-worker to thank for that. How can a band such as this be so under the radar in the U.S.? I suppose you can attribute that to the lousy state of the music industry. Thanks a lot you greedy backward thinking bastards!

Well, I have to get my day started- no more coffee though...NEED FOOD!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Books, Best of 2007

Yep, I really read 106 books last year. I’d read more if I could find the time but I really do have other things to do & if anything, maybe I should read a little less (don’t really want to do that) in order to concentrate on more important items.

As was my decision last year, I will put forth two top ten lists. One with books released in 2007 only and the second will be comprised of books released in years prior to that (because there are too many good books that I have not read yet).

Without any further bloated meanderings, here are my top ten books (in order) of 2007:

  1. Dead Boys Richard Lange
  2. A Good and Happy Child Justin Evans
  3. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows J.K. Rowling
  4. Crashing Through Robert Kurson
  5. After Dark Haruki Murakami
  6. In the Country of Men Hisham Matar
  7. Blaze Richard Bachman
  8. Mistress of the Art of Death Ariana Franklin
  9. Heart-Shaped Box Joe Hill
  10. The Uncommon Reader Alan Bennett


Here is the second list (in order) but I will not place books in this list that I have re-read such as The Lord of the Rings trilogy, older Stephen King titles, Murakami, Herbert etc- you know, favorites you read again & again.

  1. Special Topics in Calamity Physics Marisha Pessl
  2. The Book of Lost Things John Connolly
  3. Feeding a Yen Calvin Trillian
  4. The Stupidest Angel:A Heartwarming Tale of Christmas Terror Christopher Moore
  5. Gringos in Paradise Barry Golson
  6. Heat Bill Buford
  7. Comes a Horseman Robert Liparulo
  8. Mostly True: Collected Stories & Drawings Brian Andreas
  9. Exile on Main St.: A Season in Hell with The Rolling Stones Robert Greenfield
  10. Sharp Objects Gillian Flynn

I read a lot of good books last year and there are authors on the list such as John Connolly, Cormac McCarthy and Don DeLillo that I had never read before. I look forward to reading more of their work in the future.

Newer authors such as Marcus Sakey, Bill Cameron, Hisham Matar, Richard Lange & Justin Evans are also not to be overlooked.

There are also new titles to look forward to in the coming months:

  1. The Serpent’s Tale (Ariana Franklin- released 01/31/08)
  2. At the City’s Edge (Marcus Sakey- just released)
  3. Indefinite Leave to Remain (David Sedaris- released 06/03/08)

Finally, if you have not heard of Granta (The Magazine of New Writing) and you like good short stories, non-fiction, poetry, photography & overall quality literature, then check it out. It is a quarterly publication that is issued in trade paperback format and retails for around $15.00. It is money well spent and a great way to learn of authors/subjects you may not have heard about.

Below is a complete list of what I read in 2007 and when I finished each title (nerdy, I know). The books have varied in length… some less than 50 and others almost 900 pages.

There are lots of good books on the list.

Happy Reading!


  1. Heat Bill Buford 01/06/07
  2. Talk to the Snail Stephen Clarke 01/08/07
  3. The Stupidest Angel: A Heartwarming Tale of Christmas Terror Christopher Moore 01/11/07
  4. The Book of Lost Thing John Connolly 01/16/07
  5. Comes a Horseman Robert Liparulo 01/18/07
  6. Sharp Objects Gillian Flynn 01/22/07
  7. Exile on Mainstreet: A Season in Hell with The Rolling Stones Robert Greenfield 01/26/07
  8. The Road Cormac McCarthy 01/28/07
  9. Travels in the Scriptorium Paul Auster 01/30/07
  10. You Suck: A Love Story Christopher Moore 01/31/07
  11. The Alexandria Link Steve Berry 02/04/07
  12. 102 Minutes Jim Dwyer and Kevin Flynn 02/05/07
  13. The Blood Spilt Åsa Larsson 02/08/07
  14. Suite Francaise Irene Nemirovsky 02/10/07
  15. The Castle in the Forest Norman Mailer 02/19/07
  16. Pistol: The Life of Pete Maravich Mark Kriegel 02/22/07
  17. In Harm's Way Doug Stanton 02/24/07
  18. In the Country of Men Hisham Matar 03/06/07
  19. Heart-Shaped Box Joe Hill 03/08/07
  20. Mistress of the Art of Death Ariana Franklin 03/18/07
  21. Granta 96: War Zones Ian Jack (Editor) 03/22/07
  22. Gringos in Paradise Barry Golson 03/26/07
  23. Scavenger David Morrell 03/31/07
  24. Nocturnes John Connolly 04/09/07
  25. Climbing the Mango Trees Madhur Jaffrey 04/12/07
  26. Crashing Through Robert Kurson 04/17/07
  27. Batman: The Dark Knight Returns Frank Miller 04/26/07
  28. The Far Side Gallery 5 Gary Larson 05/03/07
  29. Jamestown Matthew Sharpe 05/13/07
  30. The Double Eagle James Twining 05/15/07
  31. After Dark Haruki Murakami 05/17/07
  32. The Adventuress Audrey Niffenegger 05/22/07
  33. The Judas Strain James Rollins 05/23/07
  34. The Overlook Michael Connelly 05/24/07
  35. The Witch of Portobello Paulo Coelho 06/04/07
  36. The Curse of Madame "C": A Farside Collection Gary Larson 06/05/07
  37. The Far Side Gallery 4 Gary Larson 06/06/07
  38. A Thousand Splendid Suns Khaled Hosseini 06/11/07
  39. Blaze Richard Bachman 06/19/07
  40. God is Not Great: How Religion Poisons Everything Christopher Hitchens 06/19/07
  41. The Good Guy Dean Koontz 06/20/07
  42. Michael Tolliver Lives Armistead Maupin 06/22/07
  43. Wall and Piece Banksy 06/23/07
  44. Mediterrean Summer: A Season on France's Cote d'Azur David Shalleck with Erol Munuz 06/24/07
  45. The Children of Húrin J.R.R. Tolkien 06/27/07
  46. The Rug Merchant Meg Mullins 06/29/07
  47. Zugzwang Ronan Bennett 07/02/07
  48. Granta 97: Best of Young American Novelists 2 Ian Jack (Editor) 07/06/07
  49. Lost Dog Bill Cameron 07/07/07
  50. The Atheist's Bible: An Illustrious Collection of Irreverent Thoughts Joan Konner (Editor) 07/08/07
  51. Milk Eggs Vodka Bill Keaggy 07/09/07
  52. The Dark River John Twelve Hawks 07/13/07
  53. The Blade Itself Marcus Sakey 07/15/07
  54. Mostly True: Collected Stories & Drawings Brian Andreas 07/15/07
  55. Chill of Night John Lutz 07/16/07
  56. Still Mostly True: Collected Stories & Drawings Brian Andreas 07/16/07
  57. Rickles' Book Don Rickles with David Ritz 07/17/07
  58. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows J.K. Rowling 07/22/07
  59. Kingdom of Ten Thousand Things Gary Geddes 07/28/07
  60. Falling Man Don DeLillo 07/31/07
  61. The Uncommon Reader Alan Bennett 07/31/07
  62. A Good and Happy Child Justin Evans 08/06/07
  63. Granta 98: The Deep End Ian Jack (Editor) 08/10/07
  64. The Amateur Gourmet: How to Shop, Chop, and Table-Hop Like a Pro Adam D. Roberts 08/11/07
  65. Interred With Their Bones Jennifer Lee Carrell 08/13/07
  66. Spook Country William Gibson 08/20/07
  67. Different Seasons Stephen King 08/21/07
  68. Dune Frank Herbert 08/25/07
  69. Crooked Little Vein Warren Ellis 08/28/07
  70. Dune Messiah Frank Herbert 08/30/07
  71. Nexus Confessions: Volume One Lindsay Gordon (Editor) 08/30/07
  72. The Sanctuary Raymond Khoury 09/03/07
  73. Children of Dune Frank Herbert 09/06/07
  74. Baltimore, or, The Steadfast Tin Soldier and the Vampire Mike Mignola and Christopher Golden 09/08/07
  75. Special Topics in Calamity Physics Marisha Pessl 09/16/07
  76. Death and the Devil Frank Schatzing 09/18/07
  77. The Intruders Michael Marshall 09/23/07
  78. Dead Boys Richard Lange 09/29/07
  79. Super Crunchers Ian Ayres 10/01/07
  80. Inside Kenneth J. Harvey 10/04/07
  81. Red Sea Emily Benedek 10/07/07
  82. Fire in the Blood Irene Nemirovsky 10/11/07
  83. I Am America (And So Can You!) Stephen Colbert 10/14/07
  84. God Emperor of Dune Frank Herbert 10/17/07
  85. The Sad Truth About Happiness Anne Giardini 10/21/07
  86. Kafka on the Shore Haruki Murakami 10/28/07
  87. The Hobbit (or There and Back Again) J.R.R. Tolkien 10/30/07
  88. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring J.R.R. Tolkien 10/31/07
  89. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers J.R.R. Tolkien 11/06/07
  90. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King J.R.R. Tolkien 11/07/07
  91. Cancel Your Own Goddam Subscription William F. Buckley Jr. 11/09/07
  92. Exit Ghost Philip Roth 11/12/07
  93. Sword of God Chris Kuzneski 11/14/07
  94. Deadfall Robert Liparulo 11/19/07
  95. Holidays on Ice David Sedaris 11/25/07
  96. Granta 99: What Happened Next F. Ahmed, L. Jobey, M. Weiland (Editors) 11/26/07
  97. The Sharper Your Knife, The Less You Cry Kathleen Flinn 11/27/07
  98. Skeleton Crew Stephen King 12/01/07
  99. Feeding a Yen Calvin Trillin 12/03/07
  100. I Am Legend Richard Matheson 12/11/07
  101. 2033: The Future of Misbehavior Nerve.com, Editors 12/12/07
  102. The Fortune Cookie Chronicles Jennifer 8. Lee 12/19/07
  103. Granta 67: Women and Children First Ian Jack (Editor) 12/23/07
  104. The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon (A Pop-up Book) Stephen King 12/25/07
  105. The Venetian Betrayal Steve Berry 12/27/07
  106. The Darkest Evening of the Year Dean Koontz 12/31/07

For Pete’s sake stop already!

I’ve just about had it with the so called clothing style for teenage boys where they wear their pants pulled down past their ass. You can plainly see they can afford a belt (because it is usually worn the wrong way), but I am mystified as to why they wear pants like this. I cannot think of any specific role model/musician/actor who could possibly be a trendsetter for this horrible clothing concoction. If I have to see one more kid on the job somewhere while their store management is oblivious I am going to slap someone. Plus, I am really tired of having to see plumber crack when my household water is working just fine.

Please, please, please make this go away!

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Duma Key

I am currently about a quarter of the way through Stephen King’s latest book titled Duma Key. Wow! What a great book so far. Folks, this is Stephen King at his absolute best. When this comes out next week (Tuesday, January 22nd), run right out and buy it.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Movies, Best of 2007

2007 was an off year for me. What I mean is that I did not get to see the number of movies I normally do. 26 movies seen makes it very difficult to rate my top ten movies of the year, when there were so many others that I missed that could potentially rate as a favorite. The other part of what make this difficult is that many of the movies I saw in the beginning of last year were movies that were “officially” released in 2006 in order to be considered for the Academy Awards- even though they were not shown in my area until 2007. Do I say that ‘The Lives of Others’ is not available to be my number one movie of 2007 because of that? Who can say?

This year, I will not do a top ten only because I did not see enough films- but I will say that ‘No Country For Old Men’ was the best film I got to see last year friend-o.

The Coen Brothers have achieved many things in their storied careers and this film puts them into the rarified air of top directors. Yes, they also make quirky films but this film shuts up any critic or anyone else who says they cannot make a serious and epic film. Plus, they write too! Bonus for all of us.

Popcorn movie of the year: Juno. What lovable movie this is. I want to go see it again to laugh at the same zany dialog and smile like I did when I left the theatre. Maybe the most fun I had at the movies this year.

Movie I waited for a long time that did not disappoint: The Simpsons Movie. Homer and the gang (should I really say Groening and the Gang?) delivered the Simpsons movie we’ve waited a long time to see. Now I can laugh at the things I missed because I got the DVD for Christmas. Woohoo!

Here is the complete list of movies I saw in 2007:

1) The Painted Veil
2) Notes on a Scandal
3) Children of Men
4) Letters From Iwo Jima
5) Pan's Labyrinth
6) Venus
7) Little Children
8) Breach
9) Days of Glory (Indigenes)
10) The Lives of Others (Das Leben der Anderen)
11) Zodiac
12) Shooter
13) The Namesake
14) Grindhouse
15) The Reaping
16) Shrek the Third
17) 28 Weeks Later
18) Black Book (Zwartboek)
19) Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
20) The Simpsons Movie
21) 3:10 to Yuma
22) American Gangster
23) No Country For Old Men
24) Before the Devil Knows Your Dead
25) I Am Legend (IMAX)
26) Juno

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Music, Best of 2007

Hello Music Fans!

Here are my top 15 releases from 2007 (In Order):

1) Southern Culture on the Skids - Countrypolitan Favorites
2) Lyle Lovett and His Large Band - It’s Not Big It’s Large
3) Pearl Jam - Live at the Gorge 05/06
4) Nine Inch Nails - Year Zero
5) Arcade Fire - Neon Bible
6) UNKLE - War Stories
7) Sloan - Never Hear the End of It
8) Radiohead - In Rainbows
9) Stax 50th Anniversary Collection
10) Bruce Springsteen with The Sessions Band - Live in Dublin
11) The Rosebuds - Night of the Furies
12) Stars - In Our Bedroom After the War
13) Imperial Teen - the hair the tv the baby & the band
14) The Bird and the Bee - The Bird and the Bee
15) Feist - The Reminder

When Southern Culture on the Skids released Countrypolitan Favorites early in the year, I was really psyched to hear it. When I finally did, I was a bit disappointed because I wanted the old SCOTS that I come to love over the years. Sure, I liked a lot of the songs on the cd, but the disc did not stay with me… that is until I saw them live. SCOTS has always been one of my favorite bands to see live. Their show at The Rhythm Room in October made me love this album. Let me repeat that: I L.O.V.E. this album. Listening to it for weeks after the show made me realize that the “old SCOTS” that I was pining for was just buried in songs and a style that I normally don’t enjoy: Country… which leads me to my number two album from 2007.

It’s Not Big It’s Large by Lyle Lovett and His Large Band is as classic Lyle Lovett as you will ever get. With his desolate Texas songs & swing sensibility that makes me want to crank up my Bob Wills cd’s, It’s Not Big It’s Large is almost the perfect Lyle Lovett album. If you are a fan of Lyle’s & if you get a chance to see him live do not pass up the opportunity as he is a fantastic live performer.

Other Worthy Releases this year:

Clutch - From Beale Street to Oblivion
Ryan Adams - Easy Tiger
The Shins - Wincing the Night Away
Lucinda Williams - West
Peter Bjorn and John - Writer’s Block
Air - Pocket Symphony


Guilty Pleasure of the Year:

I spent a week in Portland earlier in the year in an attempt to see if it was going to be a place I’d like to move to (it wasn’t). I had a great rental car while I was there (a brand new Nissan Murano with an impressive factory made sound system). I brought a variety of cd’s with me to listen to while I was checking out the surrounding area plus I purchased 10 or 12 cd’s while I was there. The guilty pleasure part of this was just riding around in a new area listening to great music. I don’t get to do that here as my car stereo is limited to radio. While the trip ultimately was a bust for me, I do remember those days driving around- windows down, wind in my face and music blasting. There is nothing like listening to music in your car.


Musical Disappointments of the Year:

PJ Harvey - White Chalk
Arctic Monkeys - Favourite Worst Nightmare
Kaiser Chiefs - Yours Truly, Angry Mob

PJ Harvey’s White Chalk was heartbreakingly disappointing for me. She’s always been one of my favorite artists, but as soon as I heard that warbling falsetto on the opening track, I knew it was just going to suck… and it did. I applaud the effort to try something new, but I hope she does not continue in this direction.

Arctic Monkeys and Kaiser Chiefs suffered the dreaded sophomore slump that is the slayer of many bands. Hopefully they will rebound with better efforts in the future.


Debut of the Year:

I cannot think of one new artist that really blew me away this year. Amy Winehouse made the most noise this year as a relatively new artist (her debut album was issued a few years before last years Back to Black) but now I just wish she’d go away because I am tired of seeing her face appear online and tired of hearing her where I work (not saying anymore about that!).


Trend I wish would go away:

mp3 dominance. I miss good record stores- hell, I miss bad ones too. I have a decent used place here I shop at and I get my hits cheaply at a large big box retailer that I frequent occasionally- but I live in a metropolitan area that has over five million people yet I can count on two hands the number places I could buy music at. I lived in an area in the 90’s that had 250,000 and it had the same amount or more. How can that be? As I talked about last year in my music best of list, the music industry has shot itself in the foot in many ways and now mp3 is their latest target to complain about. It will never be what it was before, but can’t we all just get along?


2007 was a down year for me musically. I did manage to add 122 titles to my collection but a large number of those were either freebies from work or titles I copied from friends of mine. There were plenty of other cd’s I was interested in checking out that I just wasn’t able to. A few examples:

Rilo Kiley - Under the Blacklight
New Pornographers - Challengers
Robert Plant and Alison Krauss - Raising Sand
Joy Division reissues (all three of them)
Taken by Trees - Open Field
Band of Horses - Cease to Begin
Siouxsie - Mantaray
Rumble Strips - Girls and Weather
White Williams - Smoke
LCD Soundsystem - Sound of Silver
John Fogerty - Revival

Hope you enjoyed my list.

Feedback is hoped for and encouraged.


Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Four

I’ve been in four major relationships in my life that lasted approximately 13 years or so. You’d think I would have gotten the hang of it for once instead of just floundering along like a salmon going upstream to spawn- though I guess the analogy is wrong because salmon have are pre-programmed to have a plan to do something with their lives. This post is not about having a pity party for myself, it is a note for me to read later on- to show myself that maybe its just not a good idea to be in a relationship with anyone when I have not clearly been able to handle one much less handle myself as a grown up. Am I sharing too much? Who knows? At the age that I am now, I am beginning to realize that maybe being alone is not the bad thing after all. I just have to get over the crushing loneliness and alienation that I’ve self-imposed. Wow, this sure sounds like a self-incriminating post to me.

I’ve loved some very good women in my life. They’ve deserved my love because they have all loved me unconditionally. Some of my relationship failures were totally my fault. Some were a combination. Some were more one sided in the other direction… and that seems to change in my estimation from my point of view to the opposite. Some, were combinations of failures on both parts. Sometimes, I do not know who was at fault anymore and honestly, it does not matter because the past is past.

I should not dwell on it, but I do. No one likes being alone or being the cause of someone else’s pain. Yet, I am alone and I have caused pain.

One of these days, I have to learn how to deal with being alone and being with someone else while not feeling so alone.

Clearly, there is much to work on. All I can offer is apologies and try to move on while self-healing as best I can.